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24.05.2004 Happy days are here again….

OMG! the last 48 hours have been a killer for me!

I met steph (my gorgous girlfreind!) on monday nite. we went for a few drinks then had a walk in the park (and a snog on a bench but i'll be throttled if i put the full details here!) and i thought everything was brill and hunky dory! But it turns out it wasnt, last night steph n me spoke on yahoo, in no uncertain terms she told me that she wasnt over the last relationship and she needed some space. to say i was upset was an understatement, i ended up sitting on the roof of my car at 3am listening to maralyn manson and linkin park depressed out of my mind! i'd got it into my head that she'd be the perfect girlfreind, i guess that just blew me away.

I was seriously messed up when i got to work this morning, tired and depressed got my lift to work with rich and spent the morning moping about.
Me n rich went out for our lunch at about 12:30, and i got a message on my phone, it was steph. She wanted to know if i still wanted to go the the barbie at hers on sunday, this made me a bit happier cos rich convinced me it was a sign she was still interested. The afternoon was pretty boring but i got through it somehow! (despite all the stupid people phoning up with support probs! grrrrrrr)

On the way home i got another message from steph, she wanted to meet me tonite, i couldnt work out why but i went anyway. THANK GOD i did! After meeting her parents steph and me went for a walk and had a long heart to heart and we decided to give us a go.

We spent the reminder of the night kissing and making up! I'm glad we're back together cos Steph is the most beautiful, caring, sweet lass i've ever met (i'll try n get a pic soon!). Steph, if your reading this, i just want you to know i really care about you, i hope things work between us, if you dump me i'm gonna catch you and tickle you to death!

Anyway, my fingers are getting sore from all this typing! its 00:22 on thursday! i gotta go to work tomorrow (im seeing steph for lunch!) cya!